Dear you, the one that I love truly deeply damn much. Hey, imma just to confirm with you that imma not beautiful as you want your future wife to-be. Imma also can't be gorgeous as you want your mom for your children to-be. Imma just too idiot, too ugly, and so many too that I can't describe since it's really tough to explain. But imma pretty sure, i can love you wholeheartedly and no one can do this. Very sure about this.
You. It's really lame if I said, no matter what you do to me even good or bad, I'll take it without complain anything. Well you, err imma not an angel where i should accept all those crack and terrific dreams that you paste in my life. I am just a human. Human that can't endure my envious towards someone. It's all because i am just me. I can't change anything. Im sorry for that. Really sorry.
Err well. I wanted to tell you about this once but I felt seriously I can't. I don't know why. You :'( I don't want to loss you. I don't want to make you feel terrible when you're with me. Cause everything i need from you is to be happy with me. To enjoy all the things we do together even the trivial one. I know it is very rarely for us hanging around together but still, I don't want to make any sense since i am just get into you. Yeahh, i just love you.
You :'( I hope. You never love me because you are frustrated with your past. I don't want to be the next angry bird that you can pull and push me.. just like that. Im not that strong to get hurt. Im not that blurr to face the reality. I really don't know why you are too easily get angry when you are with me. Is it because there is no one can love me other than you? Yeah, maybe there is a love. And maybe the love just not there. Im not sure about this. All this while, they hurt me lot. And im begging right now, please you ... don't hurt me in anyway. cause it's already 95 percent to burst it out into 100 percent. and by the time, love will never exist anymore. and im not going to love anyone even myself, anymore. Forever.
Hmpph, im crying.
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