I just cant sleep and i write something

when I have to pretend that im okay all the time instead i am not, and people do not notice that. think that im strong enough to handle all these things. think that im just happy what you all doing - just like that. 

and suddenly i get stress :'( Allah knows.Just He knows.

the midterm just around the corner and alhamdulillah i've prepared well but still- too afraid i lost all the notes that i've already saved in my memories. I just want that notes, God.if you want to delete the memories, yeah please. all of that but not the notes okayy. Thanks :)

okayy, seriously im confused enough.