Have to understand this .......

To be honest, Im okay now. Everything was fine. Cuma kadang kadang rasa sedih. Sedih kenapa lah pulak kan aku ni. Yes, banyak benda yang boleh buat someone tu sedih contohnya ..... kucing mati. dan alasan kucing mati memang orang akan pandang kau dan buat muka pelik =_=
dan the reasons why im sad its not because of the cat, the monster, or whatever people called things.

But it's all about "FEELINGS" ..... and err i hate when im talking about this O.o
(i don't want too but i have too)

You know what, im not going to accept someone easily wholeheartedly sampai terbawak bawak mimpi IF im not enough ready go through with it. and you have to understand this. Im sick enough when people accused me like ...... ohh you know what Hanis you are not supposed to do this , to do that and bla bla bla. It drives me crazy ! and that's what I meant now, I have to MAKE SURE IM READY ENOUGH TO IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND GO INTO SOMETHING - thereee you know what I mean right :)

So, its simple and easy. When I already accept someone in my life .......... thats mean ! I am seriously with the relationship and im not going to have someone other in my heart, only him and him and him.

Ya, hati manusia berubah. But for me, biarlah. Kata orang, jalankan aje dulu ........ lain hal lain cerita ehhhh.

and you have to understand this.

Semua orang ada masa silam. Memang tak dinafikan kadang kadang kita teringat masa silam kita and we talk about that but that's not totally mean in our heart. It's just REMEMBER THE MEMORIES.
Yelah kan kenangan memang kita tak boleh lupa, tapi kenangan akan kekal jadi kenangan. Apa yang penting sekarang, masa depan kita dengan siapa. Dan masa depan tu yang penting dan utama :)